I am at the point (again)that I feel I should be doing more. Either dedicating more time to production or trying to engage others with art minded topics. I does seem that the cost of doing one, if not both, must be at the expense of my personal life such as it is. I do see so much going on in the world, locally and more broadly, and get the sense that that is something I could be doing. The plan is usually just to do more to the end of increasing work in both quantity and quality. This is likely to be the plan for some weeks or months still. None the less it seems that the outcome is haphazard and generally inaccessible beyond lying around my living space(not studio). On a side note some one told me, or perhaps quoted to me that one can paint in their living space or live in their painting space. I have done the former but suspect I need to do the latter. The gist of this post seems to be be a sense of desire on my part. A desire and the obstacles between it and fulfillment. Yet desire = suffering. I'll be in touch.