I have yet to decide what I am writing about.

I often wonder what and how much I could produce in an ideal setting. I acknowledge that I am my own worst obstacle but that does not mean there aren't outside factors. It also does not mean that I am not producing or at least churning the juices in my brain. I am saying these things because I was sitting in a cafe yesterday ( I have convinced myself I need to do a 1/2 hour or more on journal/sketch work everyday)trying to list the ideas that have popped into my head over the last few weeks. I had some trouble call them up even though I knew I had some notable thoughts for projects.
My idea now is to go through my collection of old journals and sketch books with a separate journal to write and and try and collect everything I managed to write down over the years. In truth I do not expect me to do this. It would be fun, interesting and worthwhile but I cannot see it happening. If for no other reason I have a lot on my plate right now or I am still as disorganized as ever. On the other side I wrote some blogs called things I don't do which might better be titled things I do do. Point being I tend not to see the larger picture here and see only the time I am not using. I was trying to clean and organize my space recently and was putting some work in one spot. There was a lot of it. I will not attest to the quality but there was a healthy amount.The question then is am I asking for too much or am I not doing enough to clear my path?